Valentine - posted on 07/14/2014 ( 2 moms have responded )
I lost my baby a week ago after she was delivered through an emergency CS due to respiratory distress. She passed on after only 2 days, she was so pretty and perfect and even cried immediately after birth. This is the second child I am losing as I also lost her brother 5 years ago at 1yr 9 mnths due to a cardiac problem. This time its really terrible because I had all the faith in the world that my baby would be okay. I never got to hold my daughter and I cant seem to stop crying and feeling so much pain. Most of the times I am online to see if there was something i could have done to prevent her from dying or if it was something i did wrong. My instincts from week 34 were telling me there was something wrong but the docs kept telling me to try and make it to week 37 but it all ended badly. What do I do to overcome this emptiness I feel?