Stephanie - posted on 08/25/2014 ( 1 mom has responded )
My first daughter passed away in a tragic car accident in 2010, she was 8 years old. For a long time I blamed god for taking her from me, but contradicted myself when he blessed me with another healthy baby girl in 2012. Now my dilemma, I want to introduce religion to my daughter and attending the church, I felt angry at everything that the minister was preaching. I have not attended the church since I was younger, but I want to male a better path for her. I also feel if I can find a way to give myself whole hearted to god, he will help me heal and I won't be so depressed. I sit in a rut four years later, still cry uncontrollably, and still have nobody that understands the pain. I am hoping to reconnect with a church and start to move forward, maybe even gain some friendships of this site, being able to meet people who have been through similar events. I want to attend and to be faithful, but find myself uneasy as to what I might say of asked to be saved and give myself, only because of how I felt two Sundays ago(angry)......Please any words of advice would be greatly appreciated.