Christine - posted on 07/10/2012 ( 165 moms have responded )
I have never done this before but I have noone else to talk to at this point...I am now a single mother of a almost 2 year old little boy. His father and I were together for 3 years and during that time his father left multiple times but always came back, I mean in a few days.
Two months ago he left, and hasnt come back. He is living with his parents and doing a 50/50 custody aggreement with me that I am not fully behind. I am doing myu best to be strong through this process but I am starting to break.
My son is confused and doesnt understand what is happening to him and honestly I dont know either. His father always promised to love me and always promised to be there for me. When we got together I was already damaged from my prior marriage but I fell into his games and allowed myself to be hurt with feels like beyond repair this time.
I am living our life alone and it absolutley devestates me. I am so hurt that I can not hardly funtion. We work across the hall from each other and I see him so frequently with the child custody that it kills me.
Someonw please tell me how to pick up the pieces?