Salima - posted on 02/10/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )
I need help, I can't sleep at night I think of my son or anything that could happen to him. I believe in God I pray and I pray for my son and all the military people, but, I just keep on blaming myself because my son joined the army when I lost my job and could no longer pay for his education ( he was a pre-med student) he was in his 2nd year and was to graduate in 2013. I feel guilty and always said it is my fault. I need help as I can not sleep at night, I think of things.. bad things happening to him.. and I am very depressed at time. I pray pray at night and any time ! My mum prays also with me, and she tells me to believe in God. I do believe in God, and I pray all the time and ask God to protect my son and everybody. What to do, even sometimes when I pray and the phone rings i think of the unthinkable this is just tearing me apart. Thanks for your support. I am a mother, a human being and I know every mother loves her child and wants to see her children be successful be good citizens and not be killed in this useless war. Thanks for your support, because I need it, I can not concentrate on nothing because of these thoughts. When I see on TV or in the news Soldiers who are killed I get depressed, and cried for them like they are my children.