Rachel - posted on 12/07/2014 ( 5 moms have responded )
Long story short, my daughter is a month old, i and her father used to talk before we found out i was pregnant but it was only for a month. Since then we tried making it work...well he supposedly said he tried but then figured just being good friends raising a baby is better off for us since the feelings disappeared. Well since then things been ok and we been battling thru this new adventure together. However ever since my daughter was born because we been spending so much time together and with his family its been hard for myself to accept that were just friends. Iv fallen in love with his family and him...as scary as that is to admit. My family lives 3 hours away and i decided to stay close to him so he could have his daughter in his life more but its such a struggle...i have no one else here. Im invited to all family events on his side and his family treats me like their family. Idk what to do anymore...im scared to talk to him about how im feeling cuz i think ill scare him away or just get disappointed. But i feel im at that point where i need to say somethings esp with the holidays coming up...i cant keep getting dragged around thinking im apart of this family n falling in love with them more n more for just one day him to say look i met someone else u cant b around. its not fair to me or our daughter.