Micheal - posted on 01/10/2012 ( 67 moms have responded )
I'm pregnant again. My son is 4 mo. He's a preemie. His adjusted birthday just went past this december. I'm a high school drop out just recovered from drugs and the guy I got pregnant by I don't know. I felt so depressed and I still do. I feel like a failure and a whore. I have no help from either of their father's. No family support. The only real reason I'm pregnant is because I needed to get high and had no money. My family says I need an abortion. I considered adoption. But I feel so depressed while pregnant. I can't even get out of bed. I have a job live pay check to pay check and live in a studio with my son. I need to push through but right now I'm just downspiralling. I don't know what to do. Advice? What can I do now? I have to do what's best for my lo right. I'm 18 and I have called both an agency to place for adoption and a clinic to terminate just today. It felt like a relief thinking of if it were over. But I'm so scared. And I feel bad if I do either I'm just admitting I'm a bad mom either way. I thought I could get my act together. But now everyone has to know in the family...