Sasha - posted on 09/21/2013 ( 24 moms have responded )
Ok I'm so confused! I feel like I fucked my life up completely I'm 22 with 2 kids and married! I don't know what to do we argue about some of the dumbest things now and days. He's always acting jealous and it gets on my nerves. I have never given a reason to believe I have cheated or betrayed him any way and that doesn't seem to matter. At this point in my life I really don't even care to work on the marriage. I feel like we both want to do our own thing but scared to let the other one go. Just last year he cheated on me and I forgave him and now I'm feeling like that was a bad idea I should've just took my chance and left. Well needless to say thins were going ok and we now have a 2 month old. I love my son don't get me wrong but now I am just like wtf was I thinking. I feel like I'm living my mother's life all over again with no way out! My mom got married to my dad and she remarried years later had 2 kids and remarried again but I dont want to be married that many times but I also don't want to stay in a marriage that is always rocky and just shit half the time.. What should I do?