Miss Rachel Louise - posted on 09/10/2013 ( 5 moms have responded )
Baby father is currently engaged to be married to another woman. He lives with her and her three children and has been with her it transpires for nearly 4 years, we've been seeing each other on and off for about 7. He has another son with his first love prior to his fiancé who he sees several times a week, calls every day. Our son was born last September and for all the joy and happiness his birth brought there was also a big fall-out on his side as he had told noone about our son, not even his mum.
Our son is 1 next week, his dad has visited him 3 times in secret, is only just beginning to pay maintance after I went through CSA and thinks I'm going to put up with it. I won't, I can't it's unhealthy and unfair for my son to grow up knowing his dad lives with three children that are not his, sees his half brother all the time and yet does'nt see him from one month to the next. He's been such a rat, has lied to me, accused me of being a stalker when it is the opposite way round if anything, denied our son not being his, I despise his ways yet still love him. YES I KNOW IT'S MAD, why would anyone want to love a shit like that, I don't know if it's hormones, our history prior to the drama, plus our beutiful son together that makes me still hang on in hope that he'll wake up and see sense. That I'm the woman for him, he should be with me efc etc etc. my head tells me to cut myself off completely but my heart is saying forgive and love him....what can I do????