Abbie - posted on 04/29/2015 ( 4 moms have responded )
I don't know what to say or what I expect from this, but I'm 20 and I just had a miscarriage. I don't know who to talk to or how I should feel about this, but I can't stop crying. My mum and dad know and are being very supportive but I don't feel like I can tell them how I honestly feel about it. I don't even know how I feel about it. I know it wasn't planned but I was told I wasn't able to have children so this was my miracle baby. The father of the baby was so excited when we found out and we started planning our future together, looking at buying a house together and then when I miscarried, he left me and not even a week after was in a relationship with someone else. My heart has been completely torn to pieces. Not only have I lost my baby, but also my partner who was meant to be there for me to support me through this. I need help. I can't go on with this pain. This was late February and I've had a constant period since. The doctors say that I'm healthy and nothing is physically wrong with me, but this isn't right. If anyone is out there reading this, and can help me, please.