Anna - posted on 08/20/2015 ( 4 moms have responded )
Hello. My name is anna. I found out I was pregnant on March 3, 2015. Later on I found out I'm pregnant with identical girl twins. I named them Mollie Ann Mayes and Maddie Kay Mayes. I went into labor at 26 weeks (July 24, 2015) and they got transported as soon as they were born. Mollie passed 6 days later from a pulmonary hemorrhage and respiratory distress syndrome. Maddie passed 11 days after birth from kidney failure. They were both almost 2lbs.I just buried them and I feel extremely depressed and suicidal. I either dont want to live or I want to be pregnant again. I don't have a job and not many friends to see. Most of the time they are working. I need help and support. I feel like I will never be happy unless I have my babies. I've been constantly thinking of suicide for a couple of days now. Thank you for taking the time to read..