Jenifer - posted on 11/03/2012 ( 1 mom has responded )
my first son Scottie was born on sept.11th 2012 , I was only 24 weeks and 1 day pregnant . He was 1 pound 10.5 oz and 12 inches long . He was in the NICU and they said he was doing so good that they were going to try their hardest to get him home by christmas . On Sept.30th we got a phone call that scottie had pulled his breathing tube out himself and that we needed to get to the NICU asap . So when we got there he had already passed . It has been so hard ! I had been told from my (old ) doctor that I was unable to have children so me and my boyfriend were very upset we thought it was not going to happen for us , then May 2011 we had a tubular pregnancy and I was told by a new doctor that I was able to have children then scottie came along and he was so perfect ! I want nothing more than to be a mommy ... the first time I layed eyes on him I just knew that I was the luckiest mommy in the whole world ..he gave me purpose .... is it normal to want to get pregnant as soon as possible ? I have never been through this of course nor has my family and I just dont know how I am supposed to feel or think ... or if having another baby would help?