Mad - posted on 07/01/2014 ( 1 mom has responded )
I'm a 27 year old mother of 2 (a 3 year old and 8 month baby) and a step kids age of 6.....I havein laws that I'm constantly trying to impress but feel like they act like they are better then everyone because they are constantly talking crap. I have a mother in law that doesn't believe in marriage but has been married before so maybe she just doesn't like me but she sure likes me when I'm driving her everywhere and buying her groceries and etc.... I have a step kid that only likes me when I'm buying them stuff and I feel like I get NO HELP with all of our kids...I take care of my step kid more than its own father and I feel soooo unappreciated... I'm not sure if this is just post partum talking because my doctor did diagnosed me with serve post partum when my baby was 2months and prescribed me Zoloft but the Zoloft gives me bad depression crashes and told me to see a therapist but I don't because I'm not much of a talker when it comes to knowing who I am or talking in person. But in all honesty am I crazy for wanting a help? I forgot to mention this kid that I'm caring for my boyfriend the 6 year old isn't his either and I understand that he didn't find out until it was 1 and got attached so I say nothing but when he is a dead beat dad that doesnt call or pick them up unless their 2 weeks of freedom without the 3rd child is up and just doesn't seem to get it when I say hey maybe you should stay home and not go with your friend or family and leave all the kids with me like nothing then I'm not sure what to think or do? Does he just wanna keep the kid thats not his to stay attached to the mother? What is it? I'm sick and tired of wondering what I should do and how I go about this...before I go on looking older and gaining more weight due to depression please someone suggest something before I go out of my mind!