Jasmine - posted on 07/23/2014 ( 6 moms have responded )
Sorry this might be a tad long. I had my daughter luna last year with my first love. We've been together since I was 14 now I'm turning 21 later in the year. He just turned 21 in April. Anywho we've had our ups and downs. He is a drug addict who really tries to stop but if we fight he'll get his fix. He does battle an addiction with meth as well. I moved out twice already bc it just wouldn't work,he wouldn't come home at times and we would argue a lot. To top that off he was abusive. He would get mad and just hit me and we would just go at it bc I couldn't just let him hit me. Well now to cut this story off he hit me like 3 weeks ago and i didn't go over or call him. He came to my house twice in those two weeks but I would just go in. He's been saying the same thing for the past years. He's sorry and if we were still together. I had said no that we weren't. Now I found out he's talking to some 19 years old. He doesn't see his daughter,he doesn't work,and just does whatever he wants. I'm so torn. I tried to help and be there and this is how he repays me? Everyone in his family says " what do you see in him? Your pretty" let him suffer" I just don't know he's my only friend and our daughter loves him. I miss him. I love him and just want us to be a healthy family but he's just so selfish! Anyone go through this? I feel so alone. I love my daughter more than anyone on this world it's just want her to have a family.