Ricky - posted on 10/16/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )
I guess I'm not supposed to write this on here but I couldn't find any other website to get help.. I'm a 21 years old male that just recently got kinda hired as a correctional officer and I said kinda because I have to graduate from the 5 weeks academy then I'm getting stationed at a unit where I am right now but the thing is.. I lived 14 hours away from here and I'm dying from the inside of not having my parents here, and it's a pain I can't describe.. I keep thinking all the good stuff and positive thoughts of me being here but in the other hand I keep thinking what if I don't graduate.. Or my car breaks down.. I don't have enough funds to cover all that.. I'm scared and I feel so alone because mostly of the people in the training are from this town or maybe an hour or so from here but they have their family close but for me.. Mine it's almost a day away from me and it's really killing me.. I wanna do this but at the same time I just wanna take a plane going back where I'm from.. I would really appreciated anything to help me deal with this..