Samie - posted on 09/25/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )
I've planned and worked hard to save up for his college education and now that time has came. He has been gone since four days and not one I could go through without tears. Although he is only 1.5 hours from where we are, I know things won't be the same. My husband is not the most supportive person and Justin has been there to support me as a mom during my ups and downs. I miss my son so much, but I don't want him to know his mom is a basket case at the moment. I have two other sons who also will be heading to college in two years. I am very close to all my children. How can I over come this feeling ? I feel as if half of my spirit has gone downhill completely. He text and tries to keep me updated with his daily activities, but I really miss seeing my son. I think he also misses me as well so he tries not to facetime. He normally does it when he was in high school. I don't know if he is embarrassed to facetime or he is just homesick and tried to hide his feelings.