User - posted on 07/02/2012 ( 2 moms have responded )
My twins are starting to run me down, and I going no where. Everytime I try and do something to better myself there is always something there to knock me down. My twins seem impossible half of the time, and when people tell me ohh they are angels they are so sweet and good. It pisses me off to the max because they dont understand what I go through. Everyone was so quick to tell me what to do when they were babies, and now that they are toddlers no one has anything to say but they all go through that phase. It's seems nothing I ever do is for me. Everything is for them. I try to have my own identity, but that's just a bust! I know they did not ask to be here but I dont deserve to be this stressed out every single day. I would just like one day where I dont have to clean up muck off the floor and walls or say no, stop, and quit. I need some part of my life back.....soon. If you have felt like this how did you deal with it?