Andrea - posted on 09/02/2012 ( 2 moms have responded )
I am a sahm for 3 years now. I think I am depressed. I feel like my husband does not understand what I go through in a day with my kids, when I tell him that I need a break, he just doesn't get what I mean, he just think that I need 10-15 minutes here and there, but he does not know that I am physically and emotionally drained. I feel like I'm gonna have a breakdown soon. I am always upset with everything that's around me, I snap at people all the time, I am always angry, I don't like what I am becoming around my kids cause they don't need that from me, I feel like a bad mom because I get upset when I feel overwhelmed around them, when no one helps me. I told my husband that I need to see a doctor and he just said that I'm fine, and I told him that I really need help. I feel like I am trapped in a room full of people and I am screaming and no one hears me. I am very emotional, I cry for no reason, I am not very open with my emotions, I keep everything inside and I feel like a time bomb, I'm ready to explode.