Hope - posted on 09/10/2011 ( 3 moms have responded )
This may be random, But I am the youngest of my older brother and sister, and well they got lives of their own, each married with 2 kids, a house, Nice cars and stuff, now granted they bust their but for it so I am am happy for them, but kind of envy of them in a way to, I on the other hand have a mild learning disability and have some struggles since my childhood, but mind you it does NOT stop me from being a good mother to my daughter, cause my parents raised me really well, I credit my parents for it and I love them and appreciate things they have done for me, though to them they might not believe I do or think I show it, but anyhow I have always felt like the outcast, the black sheep of the family like they are ashamed to have me around like a HUGE a burden. Now I was just wondering would you ever treat your child like a outcast? Or treat them like they are complete morons. I think I did reasonably well considering, Maybe its just always been my imagination on what I feel I guess.