In desperate need of advice and how to cope with all thats going on in my sons life as well as mine. The father of my son and i split up around march 31 st my sons first birthday we decided to go seperate ways because we didnt feel like our relationship was going anywhere he said we could be friends and make alot of agreements well i moved out his mothers house where we were residing april 16th 2012 about 2 weeks later he started dating a girl which he said had no intentions on dating in the first place when we split anyways once he and this girl started dating our relationshiip got bumpy and he started to be very ugly towards me almost as if he resented me or hated me i tried meeting him halfway and i got nothing but chaos so i kept my distance up until a couple of weeks ago he called me and told me he missed his family and wanted us back. we paid him a visit, he seemed very depressed i listened to him express his feelings to me and advised him to seek medical help. Well later that evening when i left i recieved a text from larry the father of my son saying that he needed to talk with me, so i called him when i got home and he said he got this girl pregnant, that she is keeping the baby. larry was and is barely making it on his own struggling to get a car or any sort of transportation and providing a roof over his own head rather than being at his moms. It took a toll on him and he became more depressed everytime i would see him and anyone that knew larry had to of known that he was depressed from drinking alcohol daily to popping pain killers. Yesterday i recieved a text saying goodbye i didnt know exactly what he meant i kind of thought he was abandoning vincent and was no longer going to be in his life minutes later i recieved another picture text of him with a rope wrapped around his neck and you could clearly see the rope strapped tight enough to know it wasnt a joke i immediatley started calling him back to back and no answer i got my keys and son rushed over to his mothers house, i also called her to check on him to look every where and check out back i arrived 10 minutes later to find him unconcious and purple in the back of his broke down pick up truck his mother was on the phone with the ambulence its just soo painful to see someone im still in love going through this and to top it off his mother said it was my fault that i brought this on him after almost losing him and those words were so painful i want to be there for him but cant stand to be around if thats how she feels being that he lives with her. he will be geeting proffesional help after spending a night at the hospital they evaluated him and he is alive thank the heavens

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