Jennifer - posted on 02/19/2013 ( 1 mom has responded )
Well I have been married to my husband for 4 years and together 6 years. he is 12 years older then me so I feel as if I was marked from the very start with his family due to my age. I tried worked very hard for there approval, and never got it. A lot has happened over time and I feel its best that I just close the door, but I am having a hard time doing that within myself. I did not know my grandparents and wanted more for our daughter but its not there. My husband had a son with his ex and he is 17 and my in laws give him everything and he is never wrong. Our daughter 3 is the 1st grand daughter and they are not close to her at all. Its sad because our daughter did not ask for this. That is why I tired so hard to keep the family together but its way to much stress. It breaks my heart to have to go threw this again. we went threw this 4 years ago, and that was hard. I tried to just let it go, I have tried to ignore it, but I do not like how they treat her, me, my other kids and even my husband. My husband agrees with me and he says it too is also done, but it hurts me. I try and try and nothing was every good enough. I feel as if I failed even though I know I didn't it hurts.