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I have been insecure in my relationship with my DIL pretty much since they first were married. During the planning of her wedding she was given advice that she should keep me at a distance, as it was her day and I might interfere. The relationship has improved over the years, and most recently since they had a baby girl a year ago. However, I never get any confirmation or indication if what I do is met with her approval or not. Whether or not what I am doing with my granddaughter is looked at with favor or not.
After hearing so many horror stories of the MIL and DIL relationship, I have been very careful to be non intrusive and flexible around any family gatherings. (We often get bumped, and her family gets priority for these events). We graciously accept what ever we get. We never drop in unannounced. We always ask if it is convenient. We never give unsolicited advice.
Still it is difficult as I don't get a great read from her. We are a very open and expressive family, and she is more reserved. I wish I could trust the fact that she will tell me if there is a problem. I think I may be over-analyzing the situation. I know many families with awful relations and I know many families with better relationships. I would say we are somewhere in the middle. We have had the priviledge of seeing our granddaughter every couple weeks at the minimum since her birth. They have finally started letting us babysit after 9 months of age.
Recently I feel like I might be getting the cold shoulder. As I type this I feel it is silly, but both my son and DIL have been very very consistent that they will comment or "like" any post I put up on FB or Instagram. Yesterday it was our granddaughters first b-day. I posted a picture of her saying how much she has been a blessing to our family and we love her to bits. Neither one of them commented or posted or liked the picture. Then I sent my son a msg this morning asking if he was ok... That he was on my mind and If he needed to talk I was here. (He has a job situation going on). No response. Later this evening I asked an unrelated question and if he received my earlier msg. He responded to the first part but not the second part. I just don't understand, why this generation is so poor at communication. With the lack of response, I start to question if I've done something. Have I offended in some unknown way.
My relationship with them is important as I didn't have much of a family relationship growing up. I don't want to ask if there is something wrong, for two reasons. 1. I don't want to create a problem where there isn't one. and 2. I don't want to seem so sensitive and needy.
How do I become more confident In my relationship with them. (My son and I were very close and open when he lived at home). I understand and encourage him to make his wife his #1 go to and not me. I know and understand my role. I would love some affirmation or indication if they think I'm doing a good job as a grandma.
Why is being the parent of an adult child so hard to figure out.