Titi - posted on 02/06/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )
The day my boyfriend and I found a donor egg ( i am 44) my boyfriend went and propositioned a trainer friend of mine by attempting o pull her on top of him during a training session. I found out because her boyfriend called me and told me. My boyfriend never told me. After many painful texts back and forth of him saying sorry, to blaming her, to blaming me for allowing a stranger to come between us, to telling me that it was my fault because i let myself go, to him saying that he misses me so and wants to move forward and start our family as originally planned - i have decided to move forward to start the family that I have always wanted - without him. Its a scary proposition - becoming a single mother but somehow I believe although it will be difficult - it will fulfill my life long dream of creating he closesness of a family that I have never had. the writing is on the wall. if I move forward to him I can look forward to a life of infidelity and unhappiness - but I will have a participant in this journey. Moving forward without him - I will not have a father for my baby - but I will also not be exposing myself to a lifetime of pain. Am I making the right decision?