Jennifer - posted on 06/19/2011 ( 1 mom has responded )
Well I have had a wonderful epiphany I think, I went to my doctor a month ago and he told me I was depressed and put me on an anti-depressant, anyway I really haven't been feeling good still until this morning! Last night I had this dream,one one of tose ones that truly seems real,In my dream I was a social worker and I felt so happy and proud of myself so I am considering going back to school to pursue a new career! I have come to realize that I myself am not living up to my expectations I have always wanted for me. I need to do something to get my life back the way I want it! I want to be making a true difference in the lives of others.I want to not feel like such a failure to my children because I can't give them things. I always said when I have kids I'm going to give them everythingIi never could have because we were poor. I don't want to depend on others to help me make sure there are groceries in my house.I want to be able to pay all my bills on time instead of them being late or not getting paid at all. I need to live up to the potential I know I have always had but let slip away. Thank you for letting me get that off my chest!