Leslie - posted on 11/27/2012 ( no moms have responded yet )
my son at 13 moved to his fathers, That almost kill me but over time it got easier to deal with. Then he moved back it was not the some he wouldn't talk to me. He would call his dad all the time over anything and just this weekend he moved back to his dads. Here comes the hart and paid I felt before the sleepless nights the not knowing what I did wrong and if there was anything I could have done to stopped. Now they are moving 24 hours away so no weekend for me. I know from the first time he moved that it will get easier but your heart never the some. After all you are the first thing they see in there new little life. The love you feel for them runs so deeply that nothing they could ever do or say will stop the way you feel about them and you will forgive them and still love them just as much. As mothers who has always gone out of our way for your kids that we wanted that we cared for them and gave them everything, Changed our life for because we love them form first time we saw them a deep love that makes as feel good and happy a love that can't be filled my anyone but your kids. How do we go now with out them but one day at time. How do we not think what we could have done to make them stay to make them happy with us and not go away. To live with the fact that they moved out at the age they did. knowing they don't need you as much as you need them. knowing your life many never be the same with out them. I know kids move out sometime in there life but not like this not at the age of 14 not so far away. We will always love them and take them back home but now we play the waiting game. He my son will always be the one who got away that I love the most, The one that hurts me the most, The one I will always love, The one and only who can come back home any time, The one who could do this again and again and I will still love him and take him back.