Anne - posted on 03/02/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )
I am 35 and have one child with the one man I have ever known I would give anything not to have as her father. We were never married, he has used our child as a weapon since the day she was born to control me, torture, stalk, harass, abuse and terrorize me. I have always been the primary parent but have been sick several times in the 3 years of her life that left me hospitalized several times & even though me & everyone else knows he only sought full custody in order to control me, keep me in a physically , sexually, verbally and emotionally abusive relationship with him. I have sacrificed my sanity, relationships with friends & some family in fear of leaving & losing the most important person to me by a long shot. She is my everything and even a day without her is torture since she & I were so close & had such a consistent and wonderful daily schedule he cared NOTHING about until he used her to rape me. & I knew I had to go. No matter what I do, how much I compromise or fight or secure my own well being he keeps winning these ridiculous motions in court that no one can belief he is granted. How do I get my child back. & how do I get the truth out there. I have asked super attorney for additional help with the attorney I already have. I have had to hire a full security team, filed EPOs, felony charges, have so much proof but can't mAke my current attormey. To add insult to injury he recently taken A false EPO. He is a sociopathic master manipulator & was able to get away with trying to run me over with a car & steal my phone which the cops conveniently never entered into the system so I have been unable to have him arrested. I fear he will kill me if I ever get a fair ruling and I am afraid he will neglect my child since all he cares about is hurting me. I have lost 17 pounds since losing my precious angel two weeks ago, have gotten extremely I'll again after I was in remission. My child hAs Down's syndrome and needs a to be with the one parent that will do anything to make her life as full and productive as possible. He is going to kill me without a shred of hope something changes and soon. If not, I fear I will only add to the chaos but then he will claim abandonment. If any one has any ideas or personal experience with someone who will lie about anything just to make it impossible for me to move on with my life with my soul, my sweet child . I will be the unable to live without her, and how is living with man who has tried to kill her mother. Please pray for us. We need every single one there is out there. Also any legal strategy or ideas I will spend any amount of money and will sacrifice anything of myself, time, energy, resources to be reunited with the only thing I have ever done in my life that truly matters...creating that beautiful life!!!