Kendra - posted on 06/17/2011 ( no moms have responded yet )
I broke up with my son's father in January and I'm finding it hard to let go. We broke up a few times before and got back together but this last time seem so much more hurtful than before. We got back together when I was 5 months pregnant, I decided to give it a try for the sake of having a family. I promised myself that if he cheated on me again that would be it.
There was a crazy girl that he got with who started to follow me, and drive past my house all the time.... things got real ugly and hit the fan. we managed to get past that, then within a week his granfather and aunt died, he strated becoming distant but I thought it was because of that situation, come to find out he was cheating on me with another girl.
I broke things off, but I find myself missing him a lot, we see each other most of the time because of the baby. I know that we can never be the same but I still do love him. Sometimes I'm angry, sometimes I'm just hurt and other days I'm okay with it. I don't trust him anymore because I can't forget what happened, and I can't open my heart to trust anyone else. I find myself thinking of what could have been and still searching for an answer why it happened. I want to let go but I find it hard to. Does anyone have advice on this situation?