Lakeiaallen - posted on 08/13/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )
I try not to dwell on being a "Single Mother" but some days you can't help but to acknowledge it. Especially when I see fathers loving, playing and caring for their children. I can't lie, I want that for my child.
I currently work 2 jobs M-F. I leave the house at 6:30am and get home 10:30-11pm my son is with me at my job 2 nights out of the week. I also go to school. (This degree is taking forever). Some days I am just thankful I am able to provide for my child and others days I'm checking the calendar seeing how long I can take this. I'm just scared I may be harming my child more than helping. I have to pay the bills especially with daycare through the roof and I also need to further my education for our future. It's scary knowing it could be like this long term I must admit.
I just constantly try to tell myself ....IT WILL NOT BE LIKE THIS FOREVER :-/