Heike Herselman - posted on 12/31/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )
My husband and I lost our baby girl 2 weeks before she was born. That was 5 yrs ago. It was hell to survive that. Being at her funeral,seeing her in the tiny white box.
We are now about 8 weeks pregnant,and I am so anxious and afraid. Waiting for doc appointment next week. Want to be happy bout this,but am not. Not at all what I expected to feel. I am even struggling to see myself as a mom. Babies and children suddenly irritate and scare me.
I could not wait for the day I would be pregnant again. But this,why am I feeling this?