Marivi - posted on 07/27/2012 ( 2 moms have responded )
i lost my first baby. my expected due date was on september 13 this year but sadly i had my bleeding/premature labor last june 27. i was confined for almost 4 days to stop the bleeding but unfortunately i gave birth to my 27 weeks old baby on july 1. she is very pretty like a full-term baby but the problem is her weight, she is very small and thin. my husband and i are so glad that time because we saw that even our baby is premature, she is a fighter and so strong. she always moves and cry like normal babies, and even her pedia admires our baby for that. but as expected, not all premature babies survive. our baby left us on july 11. like what others said, she is now an angel. i am just trying to accept the fact that maybe the reason it all happened is that our baby will suffer more if she lives longer, that's why God took her and made her one of the angels.
i stopped working as a teacher and my life was planned to be a housewife and a mother to my baby. but now, i don't know where to start my life again. i am just trying to be strong and positive although it's really hard and painful.