Barbie - posted on 05/28/2013 ( 1 mom has responded )
I'm a 27 yr old stay at home mom I have there kids 8 4 and 8 months. I have been with my husband 11 yrs we been married 3. I have been diagnosed with major depression it literally taken over my life. I been to counseling and on meds but none of it worked only made me worse. I'm lost on what to do. I'm not sure if I should take it further and go to a place for a while or what but I know I can't continue like this. I'm ruining myself and definitely my relationship. I can't find myself making love to him anymore and its really pissing him off and I kinda understand but its tech not my fault he don't understand how I truley feel inside it all started about 8 months ago I had a horrible thought about my middle kid and it got the best of me and tech its not the thought I can't get past its the could of and should of. It really got the best of me now I feel like a horrible person and guilty about everything. I see the worst in everything and think the worst about everything and worry constantly about everything. I talked to him about my issues and I believe that only made things worse.