luckiest mommy ever

Lena Hope - posted on 02/07/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )

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growing up i took care of myself and didnt know much of what being a kid was i raised my little brother for the first three years of his life and at age 8 i was ripped away from him and sent into foster care i spent years with deppression and being alone and after being adopted by a very malicious grandmother i met an amazing guy we became best friends and i never left him alone and he never left me alone i dated two terrible guys one who drugged me and another who beat and raped me after seeing me go through being treated like crap and being my best friend for 2 years joey brock told me he loved me and if he had to prove it hed wait forever and i tested him now mind you joey was a ladies man very handsome and honestly popular and stalked whereas i was the silly goofy nerd girl that just happened to be one of the pretty skinny goths lol he waited on me and we began dating after a few weeks i noticed my period was late and i hadnt slept with joey the only possible father wuldve have been my abusive ex so i told joey and he said hed take role but i still told the other guy who automatically saw that he might have control over me again and then thankfully i hit my period and was just fine but joey was dissapointed a little bit and after a few months proposed to me he said if he could think about wanting a child with me (when he thought hed never settle down) than he knew he couldnt love anyone else after a month or two we decided to start trying to get pregnant we both raised ourselves growing up and had also raised siblings so we knew the responsibility i got taken into foster care then the second time during our relationship and found our wish had finnally come true and i was pregnant but soon came to find joey had in thinking he had lost me forever to foster care cheeted on me... it hurt so bad and it took a lot to trust him again but we made it through it and he kicks himself and cries about it all the time telling me i deserve more than him and he went through a very bad scuicidal stage because of it he felt as if he had almost destroyed the only thing he had in the world but i knew him and i knew the person he was wasnt evil and i forgave him and got him through it then my grandmother as i said she is evil tried to convince him our daughter wasnt his and was very convincing and joey began to hate me for making him fall in love with a child that wasnt his and then found that it was and he began to hate my grandmother wishing every day for her demise because she tried to steal a father from his daughter and his daughter from him i moved home and my dad moved down now im 8 mnths pregnant and am due on my b day and we are moving into our own house splitting bills with my dad and planning to get married when i turn 18 we have had our rough spots but in real life shit happens pardon my french and the way you get through it shows how much your willing to give and how much you love one another its never 50 50 you tend to take turns of one or the other giving more or sometimes both giving the most its never even and im glad i noticed that joey has sacrificed everything and is doing all he can for his family he loves his daughter and cannot wait to meet her and loves her mother all the more for bringing her into the world .... joey i love you babe

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