Met husband thur best friends (his bro and my best girlfriend at 16. Married young. Husband beat the hell out of me/us. I left and police took him. His brother and Dad said you guys (me 41, 2 boys age 2 & 13) need protection. We all had restraining orders. Put cameras up. Gun near. After my Ex killed a man in Brandon Fl. (sociopaths always get away w/it) then his mom covered it up. I am left now at 43, boys 5 & 15. My best friend lived with us (Ex's brother) was shot 2 weeks ago. Could have been suicide or murder in Jan 2015. Ex husband on trail for murder over a year ago again in Feb 2015. What do we do? Sad, Mad and still scared. Ex killed a man and now maybe his brother. Don't know. Need help?

Donna - posted on 01/23/2015 ( 2 moms have responded )

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I am sad, mad, divorced, widowed, no job, a 5 and 15 year old and saw/felt too much. Don't ever what another man? Where, what, do I just what?

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Donna - posted on 02/04/2015

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I still see this post and I am in counseling w/my boys. Self esteem? Really, my boyfriend just shot himself. Because he was scared of my ex/his brother too. He was the last person I could trust (and my own family) after a 19 years of abusive relationship. Ex always needed help (Diagnosed bi-polar/manic depressant/thyroid problems/back/headaches), which I tried to get him help for our family and it took 15 years. Now, look I am here! My Ex is going to hills court tomorrow because he killed a 27 year old man he didn't like at a bar. We have been divorced for 3+ years. He threated all our lives and cont.. to. I watch my boys back, I watch mine and can never get close to someone else. I am afraid for them too. We live here only with the spirit and a bullet hole in the wall. One of the days in court (years ago) a lady told me I need to get and learn how to use a gun. Thought, she's crazy. No she's not (looking back). I do focus on my boys and self second by second.

Michelle - posted on 01/23/2015

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Get yourself into a good counsellor and look after yourself. Get your self esteem back up and then you can find yourself a job and focus on yourself and your children.

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