Nicole - posted on 11/24/2013 ( 2 moms have responded )
My husband and I just had our 5th child 1 month ago today. After the week Noah was born my husband's father had a stroke and quickly went down hill. To be there for support for my husband and MIL the kids and I have been going back and forth to West Virginia every weekend and even sometimes half way through the week depending on the kids school schedule. Last Monday (almost 1 week ago) my husband's father passed away and we stayed for the funeral this week. Since we have been going back and forth so much I feel like we have spent Noah's 1st month in the car. I am just starting to feel awful that I haven't been able to capture and enjoy every second with our newborn and his life has been over shadowed. Is that terrible of me?