Jessica - posted on 07/04/2016 ( 2 moms have responded )
So I'm 23 with 3 kids. 3, 2, and 2 months. I've realized that since being on maternity leave the past 12 weeks how crazy it's making me! Sometimes I would just rather be at work ! My fiancé is wonderful but he's ALWAYS working. He's an executive chef so he really has no choice but to be at work all day 6 days a week. It's so hard to do anything with my kids alone. When I try to take them out by myself it's a nightmare! When I'm at home there constantly fighting and making a huge mess they never listen to me unless I'm screaming at them ! I just feel like a failure as a mom. I go out and see these perfect moms with all of there children and they make it look so easy! I don't have any friends once I became a mom so I get really depressed cause I would love to go out on mommy dates and do nice fun stuff with the kids but instead I'm stuck at home all day long alone with the kids and I'll start work again soon but I feel like all of my energy will be drained from my body. I know I'm like all over the place emotionally and physically! Please help?!?!? Advice please!