my 2 boys ♥

Natalie - posted on 01/26/2012 ( 6 moms have responded )

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June 26th 2011 I gave birth to my son, William - he was born 2 months premature and with 4-5 heart failures, he went through a lot of surgeries and I was sure he would make it - and he did, he did go through all the surgeries and we came home and everything was just perfect, until yesterday - he started gasping and turning blue so we called an ambulance - but they were to late.



My baby boy is now flying with the angels, and his little brother.



In September I found out I was pregnant, already 10 weeks in - I wouldn't say I was happy - but I couldn't go through abortion. when I was 22 weeks pregnant something went completely wrong and I had to give birth.



My little Victor didn't make it.

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Natalie - posted on 02/01/2012

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Linda, I will defiantly try reading that book! Thank you so much for the tip!

Linda - posted on 01/26/2012

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I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine how hard it would be to lose two children. Prayers coming your way. If I might suggest reading the book "Heaven is for real", it might encourage you. It is the true story of a 4 year old boy who went to heaven (during a time in which he almost died) and eventually told his family about it. He met a sister he didn't even know he had up there (his mother had had a miscarriage before he was born). I think you would find it comforting and amazing.

Krista - posted on 01/26/2012

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Oh Natalie -- my heart just breaks for you. How incredibly sad and unfair! Please don't be shy to reach out to friends or family members (or here) for support -- people often WANT to support, but have no idea what to say about such a terrible tragedy. So they don't say anything at all. But if you ask them for a hug, or kind words, or just to sit with you so that you're not alone, I think you'll find that they're only too eager to help.

Erin - posted on 01/26/2012

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My heart breaks for you. Just know that I am praying for you. Take your time and don't rush any decisions. Find a counselor if you need to, because I can only imagine how much grief you must be going through.

Natalie - posted on 01/26/2012

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I really hope I can, it's been so hard losing them both so close.. I don't know if I'll ever feel ready to have another one :-(

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I'm so very sorry for the loss's you have suffered. May you find the comfort and support you need.

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