my beautiful daughter Carolanne

Anne - posted on 11/05/2013 ( 3 moms have responded )

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My beautiful daughter was taken away from me suddenly on the 2nd March this year on my birthday

She had an eating disorder but always dressed up well and tanned and a personality to make the world smile. She was always so glamerous I did not see this coming and I ask myself why why did I not see this I miss her so so so much it hurts. we were best friends like sole mates rather than mum and daughter. I just wished I tired to understand her illness more and tried to listen instead of going on at her. It hurts so much I go into her room and cuddle her photo and ask why did this happen to a beautiful girl that helped others. I know this illness has won and taken her from me I feel so so empty inside. I love her so much and just cant bare life without her.

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Shelley - posted on 11/05/2013

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Anne,

I am so sorry for your loss. I too lost a daughter and I know how unbearable the pain is. Please know that it is alright to cuddle her picture and cry, it is alright to do the things you need to in order to grieve this horrible loss. Take the time you need and at some point, you will be able to move about in life again. Eating disorders are terrible diseases and too many of our young beautiful daughters are taken from us because of them, I am so sorry that you are feeling the pain of this.
Please remember to breathe, be kind to yourself and take your time.

Kaitlyn - posted on 11/05/2013

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don't blame yourself, if she had a disorder there's nothing you could have done to stop it. everybody loves someone they love at one point or another. the best way to look at it is that god just needed another angel and thought she was the best pick. and always remember she's watching over you now and will always be in your heart

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