Lavelle & Tatianna - posted on 08/21/2012 ( no moms have responded yet )
My boyfriend and our gave birth to our baby boy Lavelle Josiah on March 20th, 2012. A day after his dads birthday. May 26, 2012 at 2months and 6days he passed away from SIDS. It was all so sudden and shocking. Waking up and finding our baby no longer here is the hardest thing ill ever have to face. Everything seemed so fine with him, nothing wrong and for him to just be gone is tramatizing. He was our eveeryhing, and still is. Looking fwd to him and how our world revolved around him and loved him :/ .... 4 years earlier i lost my mom to cancer so its sooo hard losing my mother and son in such short time. It's been 3 months since he passed and my boyfriend and i found out we're expecting again. We're so happy but nervous at the same time. We never would of thought Josiah would pass away, but he did :/ and its like a brick on our hearts every day. With this new child we dont want to be smothering parents because of what happend to Josiah.