Andrea - posted on 07/15/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )
The father of my daughter has just become a truck driver. He has been by my side since we started dating and before our daughter came and up until April of this year. I had no idea he had even applied to become a truck driver and then he tells me one day he needs all this stuff and will be leaving in a few days to go across the country to train to be a truck driver. I get that he thought this was his last resort to provide for us, but I feel so alone and its hard to ever get in touch with him. Alot has stuff has gone on since he got to cedar rapids and has become an otr truck driver, but no matter what i try, i just feel like he is never going to be here for me, our daughter and any other children we may ever have. he says he is doing the full year for the experience but thats another 9 months. he came home right before the fourth of july and i couldnt have been happier but the same night he went back to work, the happiness has gone away and all i want to do is cry.