Yanet - posted on 07/23/2016 ( 7 moms have responded )
My fiancee commited suicide on July 11 2016 and i still feel guilty, i cant sleep it doesnt get any easier. He just needed me to be more loving i hate myself. Im y months pregnant and its just getting harder. I found him dead and the image is just in my head, ive thought about ending my own life, but i do have a 7 year old that depends on me and i love her so much, but i feel guilty living another day breathing smiling eating doing anything.