Jagjeet - posted on 10/26/2013 ( 2 moms have responded )
I live in a joint family. V r 8 in all. My father in law, mother inlaw, handicap sister in law, divorced sister in law both elder to my husband. I got married in such a big family thinking i vl adjust myself just as i had lived wid my 3 sister i vl live wid my in laws. But it is not that easy. first 2 years of my marriage was terrible. Before d birth of my daughter i was working n i was on maternity leave which i never resumed. I didnt joined as no one supported me to take care of my baby. I have to resign with heavy heart as i didnt hv any option. My husband loves me n my kids but he never tried to understand me. Or may be he do not wanted to understand me. he is most of d time busy in his business. Both of my kids r vry good but many times in public they speak ill words. Kids r over pampered by my sister in laws n do not listen to me. I m not able to instil good behaviour n manners as they always interfere. V help everybody at home but no one helps us.i started swiming clases but left in d middle as again no one looked after my kids. M under high stress as i feel like i m just a servant at home. My husband spend less time with us. Most of the weekends he spend parting with my married sister in laws family. I keep waiting for him most of d days to hv good time together. He is not expressive n do not express love verbally or physically. He is only intersted in sex. Sometimes i feel like ending my life but d future of my kids holds me back. I m in severe depression. My husband is not ready to separate from my inlaws.