Anne - posted on 08/04/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )
I'm new to this sie. I have 4 children, one of whom, our eldest son died 4yeats ago in a traffic accident. 11months ago my husband took his own life, he hung himself and I found him. We had celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary a few months before. How could he do this to us, we, our children and me loved him so much and he knew it. We are a family who have always told each other those special words of I love you, daily. I feel so abandoned by him so hurt and angry to. I'm lost abandoned frightened. Friends and family who were there in the beginning have mostly gone. I wake up, when I do sleep which is not often, dreading the day ahead. When our gorgeous son died I thought that was the worst pain I would ever experience but suicide is odifferent. Our sons was an accident, my husband chose this.