Antoinette - posted on 06/23/2014 ( 13 moms have responded )
My only child died 6 months ago and I live in constant
sorrow . I live in reverse...I'm a single mom and I lost my mother, sister, and son all w/in 4 years.
I loved them all...but the love I feel for Ariel, my son is unparalleled. And so is my grief.
My daily mantra, please God let me die.
I'm strong but broken ...I'm angry at life's curelty.But mostly, I yearn to exhaustion for my child's life.
Yet it shall not be...and I just want to die. He was too young. And my bliss...what now.