Melissa - posted on 11/30/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )
I am not sure where to start, but I am very worried about my 6 year old little girl. She is such a sweet little girl, but lately she started telling me how she thinks bad things in her head and they wont go away. For instance calling me fat! When she tells me i can tell she feels really bad for saying it, but she says i am so sorry mama. I dont really mean it. It is just what my head is telling me. Sometimes she even cries and i heard her one time saying why do i keep hurting my mom like this. sometimes she will hit the side of her head and say "come on stop it and get out, get out, get out" then she started saying mommy what if i really do mean it. i really do think your fat. the voice keeps saying "mean it mean it mean it" she also told me my voice was annoying, i looked like i was pregnant, and that if i sat on something i would break it. She is never mad at me when she says these things, and she cries everytime and says she is so sorry she doesnt want to hurt me. then it started getting worse. She started telling me she wanted to stab her sisters. she didnt really want to, but the voice keeps telling her to. then it was me she wanted to kill. and she said it wasnt just the voice she felt like in her stomach she really needed to kill me, she felt like she needed to put something in her hand and just do it. She said her stomach hurt and needed to throw up and she had to kill me to make it better. Again she was never mean about it. she never physically hurt me or never has and she always just starts crying and crying and begging me to make the voice stop. to cut open her brain and take that little voice out please she couldn't take it anymore. i dont know what to say to her anymore or what to do to help her, i feel horrible i want to help my little girl and hate seeing her like this. She use to be such a happy little girl who say they beauty inside everyone and thought everyone was beautiful??