Jillian - posted on 11/11/2013 ( 2 moms have responded )
Hello. My name is Jill and Friday Nov.15th will be my Son's passing anniversary. He had battled asthma all his life and last year while I was at work he sat with a sitter and she didn't call the abulance in time when he had an attack. I sometimes blame myself because the school had called me to pick him up and I went to work and left him with the sitter. My husband, which by the way is a minister, says it was God's will which I believe with all my heart, but after one year my hear hurts more than ever. It hearts more than the moment my Jamie was taken from me because I truly believe and felt God's presence at that final minute. I just am having trouble coping this morning and do not know how I'm going to get through the week. Any advice from one Christian Mother to another?