Haley - posted on 07/25/2012 ( 4 moms have responded )
The hurt I feel everyday I would never wish on another person. I feel like I have a hole in my heart that will never be filled. July 8th Was the worst day of my life I got woken up to my cousin telling me baby was in the pool. July 10th he was declared dead. His brain was dead and he couldnt breath on his own. He felt nothing his body responded with no pain or responses. In other words he was in heaven and his body was just there suffering. They told me he has a 2 to 3 % chance of waking up and if he did he would be special. but the chances were slim to none. what I have had to go through will haunt me for the rest of my life. I will miss you all the time and my heart will never heal. I just honestly dont know how to stay strong anymore. It hurts alot and I would never want another mother to have to go through what I have so thats why we decided to donate his organ. So a piece of him will live forever. 7/5/10-7/10/12 I miss you so much Kaiden Daniel Johnson. your gone but never forgotten baby!