Tracy Anise - posted on 12/11/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )
Ever day since 911 2012 has been a battle to breathe my beautiful daughter waited until I and her step dad were asleep she snuck through the basement ducts she wanted to say good night to her boyfriend who worked the late shift. She was on her way back in the cross walk (walking) apparently she was crossing on a green light and was struck by a car the incident was ruled as a tragic accident Noone else was hurt. This is a loss and a pain that I can't truly deal with and I've reached out to others but I find that people want to dictate my grief. Yes I have other children a son 6 and little daughter 3 a wonderful husband. With all that support and love all I want to do is drink and die to be with my first born. Also I can feel my daughter. I have very vivid dreams of her and sometimes the kids say jaw dropping things to us about there big sissy as if she is right there talking to them. It makes me yearn for more. I feel like my an actor on a stage hoping to die.