need help! moving foward

Arlene - posted on 04/11/2015 ( 1 mom has responded )

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20 years old girl who had a baby with her hs sweetheart. Since day one are relationship started of bad he would lie. I would hear rumors. I ignored everything because i believe it was ment to be. Then once i had my daughter it all caught up to me. And i would always bring it up which only made us fight everyday. It got to the point where i would constantly questioned my love for him. Because i wouldn't crave sex or even kiss him. We often blamed it on my disorder which is (bd) then also thyroid. I feel like all my arguing push him away on my part but i dont blame myself. Since my dad told me it takes 2 to tangle. Well are arguing got so bad he call the cops I got put in county and got a misdemeanor harrasment charge. I feel like if it was ment to be we wouldn't go trough all of this. I currently moved back to my parent to get back on my feet. But i always catch myself hating him because he stayed with everything we build together and i have nothing since i was a stay at home mom. I know i have to move on since his already have but its only been a month. I just hate the idea of not being able to see my daughter everyday or have to debate what holidays i can have her. And the though of seeing him with someone else kills me. But i love to believe that whatever is mine no one can take it from me. How am i suppose to get over him when im going to have to see him for the rest of my life. Will i eventually get over him ? I need help from wise women because i consider myself to be weak. Im consistently over thinking everything. I have a low self esteem. I feel like no one can even come close to him even though now that i look back are relationship wasn't all that . Help! I don't want to be that crazy baby momma! I need to better myself for my daughter 👌 this is long but only so short since we been together for 5 years but just to make it short we both played to many games now we just hate each other. Thanks for your time i know this is a lot but i need serious help lol

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Lisa - posted on 04/11/2015

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Is there any chance you will get back together or is it final? You have many roads you could go down.

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