Nicole - posted on 06/02/2016 ( 6 moms have responded )
Before people start judging me please know my children's father got children services involved due to his drug use. I took every drug test and did everything they asked for and at the time got my boys back I was with a friend that I didn't know used and got pulled over my children were not with me nor was I doing drugs. The Caseworker at the time filed for temp custody and this killed me. Instead of me fighting I gave up and figured they took what mattered to me so why fight. I oded twice and I thought that was the way out and not too be in this pain. My ex mom is trying to get full custody of them and my parents have had them for the last year she just got them a month ago. When my parents had them I was with them 3-5 nights a week talked everyday now since I'm not with her son and she didn't like me I haven't spoken to my boys this whole time and haven't seen them. I've tried getting the Caseworker to help but she just got this case and isn't very helpful and even cares. I'm fighting for my boys and idk what else to do I loose them my life is over.