Constance - posted on 06/18/2011 ( 2 moms have responded )
I am making this post so it will be easier to go through this even after 6 years.
Six years ago, one of my best friends took her own life. Even after all this time I still can't even read a portion of "Footprints in the Sand". I have never be angry, only sad. I love and miss her just as much as the day I lost her. Her girls miss their mom and so does her fiance. He has moved on as we all have. It is still so painful and some years like this year I wonder if it will ever stop hurting so much. She would be 33 if she was still here. June 20th is the day that I have to hold everything together for my kids but i wll suffer in silence.
Thank you for listening. Sometimes this is what I need.