River - posted on 02/04/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )
My daughter just turned 16 she has always been my best friend I'm a single mother I am gay, but she is my biological daughter (hope I spelt that right) lol anyways as I mentioned we are so close she tells me everything we do everything together she is my life my reason I'm still here I had cancer and fought hard so she was not left alone.. Now I feel I'm alone, she has been distant with me last 6 months. Started dating this boy, lost her virginity too, he smokes a lot of weed, she was against him doing it, now she is smoking every day after school. Grades are high 80-90s very athletic plays on 2 hockey teams.. Just feel I'm losing her and I don't know what to do, I feel so empty.. I sit alone and wonder why the cancer didn't take me if I had know this was coming, losing my best friend/daughter is tearing me apart I'm so heart broken and don't know what to do or where to turn. If any other mother is going thru this please any advice would be appreciated.
Thank you so much in advance.